Thanks to a follower.. He found the song for me. This is truly me except for the very last part of the song. Once again I do not feel like the Grench, I just feel avoid.
Unfortunately I have known how you feel. After one too many years I made the decision to do it like any other chore that needs doing but hate. I don't feel like this every year but I prefer to fight against the negative feelings and distorted reasoning that would keep me from this. I wouldn't say it miraculously changed my mood or anything. But I have never regretted completing the chore but I have always regretted not.
Thinking of you and wishing you well as I look at my shinny cowboy boot ornament that I keep out all year.
These holidays force some people to have high expectations that sometimes can't be met. In a few weeks this will all pass like everything else does and we can all look forward to Spring.
A gay white man, cowboy (yes know how to ride a horse), working as a nurse. Love Life to the fullest. ask questinons I may answer, a romantic with abit of kink added on the side.
My email address is, if any want to email me. Please intitle put Ray's Blog. So I do not think of it as spam...................
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Thanks to a follower.. He found the song for me. This is truly me except for the very last part of the song. Once again I do not feel like the Grench, I just feel avoid.
Hugs
Ray
I wish that I could make it all better for you, but I can't. That said, you know where to find me if you need to talk. I will be happy to listen.
XXXX000, Jeff
Unfortunately I have known how you feel. After one too many years I made the decision to do it like any other chore that needs doing but hate. I don't feel like this every year but I prefer to fight against the negative feelings and distorted reasoning that would keep me from this. I wouldn't say it miraculously changed my mood or anything. But I have never regretted completing the chore but I have always regretted not.
Thinking of you and wishing you well as I look at my shinny cowboy boot ornament that I keep out all year.
These holidays force some people to have high expectations that sometimes can't be met.
In a few weeks this will all pass like everything else does and we can all look forward to Spring.
Just hang in there, my friend!
I agree absolutely with Stan!!!
I can't wait these Fests are over. For me, december and january are the worst period of the year!!! so, sorry, I can't help you with my words!
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